I’m the first one to admit I may have a drinking problem but I’m self aware enough to not be toxic or if I go too hard I know who/when/why too apologize. But recently it doesn’t seem to matter what happens whether I’m listening to music (it’s too loud, which is my vice in life.. so it sucks not being able to do what makes you happiest in life) I don’t know where most people who view this post are from but here in Ontario Canada in Jk/Sk (junior and senior kindergarten) I always felt belittled and less then for small this or stuff I’d see other kids get help with.. I always figured it would get easier as I build skills In life and conversation but it’s only been harder, am I just meant to be alone!? Which is okay.. I’d just rather accept fate earlier than later.. idk my family tells me it’s all in my head (that’s it’s just me) but how can I change it?? I really need help I’m losing myself (if you can’t I get it, just thought I’d give a last ditch effort)