Hey guys, I’m a 20 yo male and no matter how hard I try, I can never be happy, ever. Endless nights drinking in the kitchen on the floor I’m just not alright I need help honestly, I feel I have no one to turn to, as though I’m constantly falling down an endless abyss that manages to get darker and darker with every breath I take, I feel 24/7 completely submerged in sadness and just not great thoughts, I do everything I can to make my girlfriend and her daughter happy and I successfully do so, I’m scared that if I tell her how I actullay personally feel she will just reject me, I’m very scared and I don’t know what to do, please this is my desperate cry for help, please help me I’m balling as I write this I can barely see my keyboard, please I need help