Me and my younger sister have shared a room our whole life. We have a four year age gap before my sister was born. I had my own room, but when she was born, I had to share. She originally had a crib, and I had a pink lacy bed now we have bunkbeds. My sister has a playroom across from my door. That’s where she keeps her stuff. All my stuff is in my room and then she has her bunkbed the smaller room with a giant sliding door closet. I have my own desk, a shelf and a cat tree. We have four cats one of them, not genuinely living with us right now Recently my dad has been building me my own room. I am very grateful for that and excited but then again I feel uncomfortable and I’m scared like I’m gonna miss my room now cause I’ve been in it my whole life my room right now feels like hell I feel safe and comfortable, but my new room will be downstairs Where the garage originally was. I don’t know if there’s just this unsafe feel to it like it’s safe, but I have safety in my room and I don’t know what to do. I will eventually have to get used to it, but I have to move all my stuff over to the room in the next day or two, but my sister will also have to start riding her stuff in. She is younger than me and very childish. She’s into Pokémon. That’s not bad though no offense to anyone that likes that personally I like romance, animes and painting and cats I am scared to move because I’ve just have this very bad OCD and if any of my stuff gets left in here, I will know and it will make me uncomfortable missing one thing and she has to move her stuff in here too, so it will mix our stuff up and make me uncomfortable. I’m hoping I can get most of my stuff out before my sister start moving in I’m going to have to bring my mattress downstairs and all my blankets my clothes, my school stuff, my desk and cubbies and a TV Plus all my heavy paint and it makes me feel uneasy. I am very grateful for this. I’ve been wanting one for my whole life and I’ve also been scared of the dark recently developing that fear once I had a break up I’ve also developed a fear of heights and my anxiety and depression got worse. I don’t know how I’m gonna handle being alone also like the sense of having somebody else in the night that I’m close to is the security feeling and I don’t know how to feel me and my sister have been getting along much better but doesn’t make it any better. I will have to bring a lot of stuff on my wallet because my sister is my name but would of course so it’s easy to take down. We do a sport called BMX. We have a bunch of trophies and a lot of my stuff such as shelves and trophies and maybe a few things on my built-in wall shelf I will not be bringing due to the space in the new room and my OCD not all the furniture has came for my new room my sister will be using a desk. We keep in our dining room and then she’ll already have a bunkbed and one shelf in here technically two shelves counting the built-in one so she’ll have plenty of furniture, but my dad needs to order me a bed and two end tables, a dresser and a tall dresser we got the bed and built it today. We also have one of the dressers, but the tall dresser did not fit right so we have to order a new one and my OCD is going crazy because the two end tables aren’t here yet and I don’t know how I will feel any unfinished room any advice thank you for reading this long rant. I just needed some vent too and can’t handle this. it’s been making it harder to sleep at night when I have this on my mind going through a break up in a few friendship losses it’s making me struggle mentally and a little bit physically like skipping lunch at school today. Well anyway please comment and have a great day.