Ok so love sex or anything related to it but it's not everything to me just to be clear

Now to the actual rant I'm in real relationship and not just a fling of fuck buddy which I have been in those for years now but I stopped all of that for me so I could focus on her and us and I love her even though she can drive me crazy like no one else (my favorite part about her tbh) but we haven't had sex or even messed around at all and I'm starting to lose it I can do with no sex for awhile but it's going on six months now and I'm getting concerned like the most she does to me is grab or hit me in the junk we still kiss a lot and talk basically all day but I'm at the point where I feel like I might not be what she wants anymore or that maybe I'm too touchy when we hangout just in case that's the problem I've pretty much stopped touching her unless she initiates it like I'll hug her back and kisses but no more grabbing her or random slapping her tush I'm willing to sacrifice whatever I gotta to make her feel safe and comfortable with me she's my person but I want to bust a nut that involves her in some way....