She scream all the time, she can be violent and start braking things and a couple months ago she too a bottle of pill drove down the wrong side of a fucking high way and totaled her car, nearly killing her, making the me and my sister move to my sister's dad's house and leave there a 3 room one bath type house and my grandpa lives with us and he has on room, sister has one room and her dad has one room, I was sweet and let my sister have the bedroom and I sleep on the floor, my bed is a fucking yoga mat a couple of blankets and a Bodie side sleeping bag. So can I despise my mom for having me go from a bed to the floor?