I have been talking to this boy for many months now. I have learned to love them very much. I want to be serious with him, but he can never trust me. Until I made a mistake I went to see another guy and lied to him, but I didn't do anything with that person Other than just talk. This boy said that he would never talk to me or see me again. Because I have lost his full trust. I made a huge mistake of lying to him and I really want to show him that he can trust me again. He continues to say he doesn't want to talk and that he'll block me but he hasn't on any social media's yet. He said the only way that he would rethink things is have that other guy text him, but I can't because he blocked me on everything. And I don't know what to do because I love him and I can't live without him. What do I do?