I had possibly the worst week of my entire life. 24 hours worth of software work on my structural engineering project got wiped off the existence including the backup files on deadline day. Professor gave me 2 day extension so i’d kill myself trying to finish it the next two days which tomorrow is my birthday so i won’t be celebrating anything. I also failed my concrete exam this week after studying my ass off because it was so difficult and is taught by a fossil of a professor that uses outdated material. I found out if i don’t do a “optional working at farm for 10 hours” a stupid art professor would fail me even tho its optional she decided its worth 40% of my grade and its due in like 3 days. All i wanted to do is go see my bf for comfort so i drove 4 hours to fucking virginia to see him. He just kept having an attitude with me the whole time and i told him i mentally can’t do this anymore so he finally apologized. I bought some stuff to feel a bit better from the store and he drove us back home in my car when some stupid girl hit my car from the side. I crashed out yelling at her saying stuff like “why tf would you merge into us” and “are you fucking blind” for context i don’t fucking get paid enough to be able to fix my used bmw 2015 car that i bought THIS march. I pay around 400$ total for payments and insurance each month bc this shit has 11% interest from the bank which honestly i now regret ever buying it. yk what my bf does? gets out looks at the car yells at me to STFU gets back in and tells the girl she car go. He tells me SHE DIDNT EVEN TOUCH THE CAR. I literally felt her hit us and if i was imagining this she wouldn’t have pulled over to the side of the road explaining herself saying she merged into me bc someone was about to hit her. obviously him trying to gaslight me making me feel like a stupid kid sent me into a blind rage so I went off on him for telling me i was schizophrenic and that ITS MY CAR i have every right to be upset i pay a kidney every month. He says well she might have just hit the mirror but you’re overreacting. When we got home he told me he wants to breakup with me and i should head back because i was “acting ridiculous “ and “she didn’t even hit you”

Edit: I’m not as mad at the girl as i am with him i just got angry with her bc she thought if someone is about to hit you it’s okay to merge and scatter the cars on your left