Six Month ago 2 days after my birthday (M37) i had a call from my doctor telling me iam HIV positiv… it was the end of the WORLD !!!

The fact is : I live in a small island, I wanted to keep this news for me first But was too heavy for me to Cope with

So I told my 3 Best friends and made it CLEAR that its something I Wanted to be secured with and understand it properly before maybe one day telling to others That I give them my trust with that…

I dont Feel comfortable right now to assume and heard some bad judgement over people having it and being stigmatise

One of My Best friend (F38) Kept pushing me to follow people on social media talking and assuming it publicly So it Will help me to do So…

I kept telling her That its OK im gonna deal with it and time will lead me throught out my treatment and this New Life

Few weeks ago she told me one of her friend ( a clairvoyant ) asked her if i was ill And she had no other option by telling her !!!

I immediatly sensed she had already told her long ago and by pushing me to talk to others she was preparing me for this news of her announcing to her friend…

But i gave her my trust : very important for me !

Since I took some distance from her … she noticed it and know perfectly she done something now she is the one who is angry by my reaction

im asking my self if im overacting maybe im thinking wrong And I should let it go