Am I the ass home for getting mad at my boyfriend for getting mad at me when I need to talk with him?

Me (F) and my boyfriend (M) never talk about my feelings, we always talk about his but never mine. This started way in the beginning 2 years ago when I was feeling super down and really wanted someone to talk to, he helped me once but after the second time he gets really upset and tells me to stop coming to him with “bad vibes”. This time was really the drop point for me, I’m so tired of him making me feel worse instead of helping me.

When we talk about my feelings it’s only him explaining to me what I feel and that it’s wrong or “npc” of me to have that mindset. I’ve never actually gotten a chance to explain MY OWN feelings to him, it’s always just about him.

I wanted to talk to him yesterday because he knew that I was feeling super depressed so I asked him if we could chat for a bit so I could feel better, he tells me no I am watching a tv show. A kids tv show. For children. So I of course got sadder and told him “you can’t give me 10 minutes of your time and pause the tv show?”, Ofcourse he said no, I can’t because I want the good vibes and not you coming to me with bad vibes. So I said “is the tv show more important than me?” And that was when he got pissed off and went on to say that I’m always the problem and that I am crazy, now it’s been 24 hours and he won’t talk to me. Am I the ass hole or should I actually consider breaking up with him forever?