My boyfriend used a sextoy on me, after I multiple times told him not to. It was a very large dildo. I was blindfolded and my arms were tied up, so I couldn’t see it. Apparently I liked it, but I just feels so gross afterwards. I had told him no like 5-6 times, but he did it anyways. It feels like a huge breach of trust. When I tried to talk to him about it, he just brushed it off, and made me feel like I am the one overreacting. Now we are currently going to couples therapy, he says he regrets it and will never do it again. He says he is so sorry, and want me to forgive him. But I just don’t trust him, and don’t wanna be close to him or intimate with him. AITAH for not being able to forgive him?