So I'm a 20M, a college student I'm thinking of dating someone coz

"I've been lonely too long ohh I can't be so strong take a chance for...."

I used to have a bestfriend I'd talk to her daily the attention she used to give me made me feel special but now she's gone she totally forgot me and we had some issues so we don't talk much nowadays

So this lonely feeling won't go away, I need someone to talk to, If I wanna feel special only a girlfriend can make me feel special, But I'm a middle class guy i barely spend 4000 a month (I stay in Bengaluru daily food is included here) So if we go on a date I don't want her to pay, Tbh I don't want a girlfriend I need someone to talk to regularly pretty much like a girlfriend but I'm too poor to have a gf What should I do? If u guys think i should date how do I do it? My college girls are either taken or not interested, should I use bumble?