En resumen, vivo con mi madre y mis hermanos, yo tengo 22, mi hermana 17, y mi hermano 6, hace menos de un año su pareja de mi madre vino a vivir con nosotros.

Hace unos días ese tipo llegó borracho, y discutieron un poco al rato, el sujeto sale y escucho que está ida y venida, pasando a cada rato, y de repente tengo la sensación horrible de que me están observando, escucho nuevamente que se está moviendo y me volteo hacia la ventana para ver hace, y este sujeto vuelve y se pone frente a mi ventana al lado de la puerta y veo que se mueve raro y caigo en que se esta masturb... me quedé fría, pensé que iba a entrar y yo no me creía capaz de hacer algún sonido, sentí que se me fue la voz, luego se mueve y ya no lo veo, por lo que pienso que está en mi puerta, pasa un rato y nada, luego salgo y este está frente a la puerta, que está entre abierta, de mi hermana haciendo lo mismo, en cuanto salgo se voltea dandome la espalda y veo como se acomoda los boxer, le digo enfermo y voy a despertar a mi madre, no sé ni como le expliqué porque tenía un nudo en mi garganta, cuando sale este tipo estaba en la cocina supuestamente buscando comida, empieza la discusión, dice que solo estaba pasando y le digo que yo sé lo que vi, mi hermana se despierta y sale, mi hermano ya estaba despierto, le digo que se large, cada quien a su cuarto, viene mi madre y me dice que ella va a estar despierta hasta que alguien se lo lleve o lo va a despachar en la mañana, esto paso como a las 2 o 3 am, yo sigo hasta las 5 y nada que se va, solo escuchaba que le decía a mi madre que solo estaba pasando y luego escucho que se ríe, al final se fue a las 3 o 4 pm.

Ayer fuimos donde una curandera (a esa señora le puedo confiar mi vida, así que sí, es de confianza) donde mi madre me hizo ver y a este sujeto, para ver las intenciones de este o si solo fue su borrachera, en resumen fue la borrachera, me dio algo para protección y otra cosa como para pedir o manifestar como queras llamarle, y en esa mi madre me dice, y cito textualmente "entonces puede volver o todavía?" Y a mi que me importa si fue su borrachera o lo que sea? Me la pela una barbaridad Mi hermana me preguntó que qué me dijeron, le conté lo mismo, le dije de que va a pasar si este sujeto vuelve por acá (lo cual va a pasar muy probablemente) que me voy a ir, me preguntó que si la iba a dejar, le dije que si quería podía venir conmigo. Mi hermana me dice que le dijeron que vieron a mi madre con él ese día y yo ª, segun mi madre él le dijo que ya no iba a tomar, mi hermana me dice que lo vieron tomando hace nada xd

Y otra cosa es que no entiendo, supuestamente mi madre quiere encontrar a este tipo con otra mujer para dejarlo, pero ya le pillo conversaciones, y sigue con él, en fin, la más aferrada.

Y aqui es donde pregunto, soy la mala si me voy? Sabiendo que mi madre se siente sola por la reciente pérdida de mi abuelo, y que ya mi padre no le daría pensión para nosotras, este dinero lo utilizama para el alquiler de la casa.

English version translated by AI

In summary, I live with my mother and my siblings. I'm 22, my sister is 17, and my brother is 6. Less than a year ago, my mother's partner came to live with us. A few days ago, this guy came home drunk, and they argued a bit. After a while, he goes outside, and I hear him going back and forth repeatedly. Suddenly, I get this horrible feeling that I'm being watched. I hear him moving again, and I turn towards the window to see what he's doing. This guy comes back and stands in front of my window next to the door, and I see him moving strangely. It hits me that he's masturbating. I froze, thinking he was going to come in, and I didn't think I'd be able to make a sound. I felt like my voice was gone. Then he moves, and I don't see him anymore, so I think he's at my door. Some time passes, and nothing happens. Then I go out, and he's in front of my sister's half-open door, doing the same thing. As soon as I come out, he turns around, facing away from me, and I see him adjusting his boxers. I call him sick and go to wake up my mother. I don't even know how I explained it to her because I had a lump in my throat. When she comes out, this guy is in the kitchen, supposedly looking for food. The argument starts. He says he was just passing by, and I tell him I know what I saw. My sister wakes up and comes out. My brother was already awake. I tell him to get out, everyone to their rooms. My mother comes and tells me that she will stay awake until someone takes him away or she'll kick him out in the morning. This happened around 2 or 3 am. I stay up until 5 am, and he still hasn't left. I just heard him telling my mother that he was just passing by, and then I hear him laugh. He finally left around 3 or 4 pm. Yesterday, we went to a curandera (a healer – I trust this woman with my life, so yes, she's trustworthy) where my mother had me and this guy looked at, to see his intentions or if it was just his drunkenness. In short, it was the drunkenness. She gave me something for protection and something else to ask for or manifest, however you want to call it. And then my mother says to me, and I quote verbatim, 'So, can he come back or what?' And what do I care if it was his drunkenness or whatever? I don't give a damn. My sister asked me what they told me. I told her the same thing. I told her what would happen if this guy comes back here (which will very likely happen) – I'm leaving. She asked me if I was going to leave her. I told her that if she wanted, she could come with me. My sister tells me that they saw my mother with him that day, and I'm like, 'Oh.' According to my mother, he told her he wouldn't drink anymore. My sister says they saw him drinking just recently, lol.

And another thing I don't understand is that supposedly my mother wants to catch this guy with another woman to leave him, but I've already found conversations [of them], and she's still with him. Anyway, she's the most attached.

And here's where I ask: am I the bad guy if I leave? Knowing that my mother feels alone due to the recent loss of my grandfather, and that my father wouldn't give her alimony for us anymore, and this money is used for the house rent.