At age 16f this man in his 20s took my v-card. I was going through a rough time became friends with him(I know dumb decisions) and one day went to his house to watch a movie he asked me before if I wanted to do it I said yeah not sure why wasn’t thinking straight but fast forward back when we got to his house he told me he had roommates I was like ok. We got to his room and he turned on a movie in the middle of it he randomly turned it super loud and started touching and kissing on me I was shocked so I kinda just lay there as he took of my clothes my expression changed to scared but I never moved I just lay there like an idiot and said it was hurting I asked if it was supposed to he said yes because its my first time and went harder I know I never said no so this probably doesn’t even count but I know I was scared and lay there hoping he would hurry and finish it didn’t feel good it just hurt after he took me to get a plan b and for so long even after I showered I could not get his hands of me I felt dirty. Why though? If I never said no