I have no idea where to even start i am ( 27f ), me and my bf have been on and off since about 2020 , in 2022 we took a break for a few months ( less then 3 ) and some how he ended up married … trust me i know the math doesnt make sense , long story short he ends up getting a divorce a year later , we end up getting back in contact and its been a bit odd ever since , when he got married i was hurt and decided to try and get revenge by speaking to his cousin , ( on my end that was wrong ) and i never told him cause i thought yk you were married at the time why do you care yk ? fast forward to november his cousin ended up telling him , and when he did it turned into a whole situation, for weeks , months and is still getting dragged , and becayse of this its made me kinda mentally check out of this relationship, over the last 3/4 months we been getting into arguments about any and everything and its getting to much , my birthday was march 26th and he decided that even though we werent on the best of terms that he was gonna come and see me , it was awkward and i was sick on my period the whole time , on the second day of him being here he tells me how he lost his luggage and he got me airpods, a ipad and other thinhs and he said that since it was lost he reordered it and i should get it by friday , its been a week … and still nothin…. sooo back to the tea , things were fine until the last day before he went home( THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY), while im laying down on the bed in the hotel he decides to ask me about a picture from halloween that i posted on my finsta back in october , mind you im not sure how threads works , but i dont really think youll see something from october in april .. sooo we started arguing about that and how i post pictures online but dont send him things , and how i have a finsta and he doesnt know and it went on for 2 days , i didnt sleep the day of my birthday because i was busy going back and forth with him , i didnt want to see or do anything for my birthday but he flew in , to lie to me about getting me a gift , start a argument and then have me going back and forth for 2 days …. even till now we are still goin back and forth, i mentally am so exhausted i ended up just deleting all my social media accounts because im not sure what else to do.