I (19f) have been dating my partner (19f) for a year and a half now. We met online, and when we started out, it was great. We matched each others energy well, we were good to one another, occasionally we had a fight where she spoke not the best to me, but we always found a way to work it out.

But lately i’ve felt like we’re growing into different people than we were when we met, and that we might be more incompatible than i thought. This has been a thought that’s had me depressed, and feeling guilty.

We’ve not met in person yet, we had plans to but all this happened.

I love her a lot, more than anything, and it breaks my heart to feel this way, and I want her to have closure, but my problem is I freeze. Any time I’m even just talking about my feelings, no words come out and i have to text. I try to say it, but it feels like it gets caught in my throat and becomes physically impossible. I’m lost at what to do.