I know I have posted so much about my current relationship and I am sorry for this but I think I am at the breaking point.

As of this month I will have no close family within 3,000 miles due to them all moving. This mixed with all the issues I have been through these last few years I am honestly at the end of my rope. But even through all of this, every single minute thing I do needs to be criticized, commented on, judged, or questioned like im a failure by my partner.

For example I left the room to take care of some things due to me helping my gma move and took a little longer than expected and came back to a full lecture about how the whole reason she is here is to spend time with me. While i get her feelings I feel so disregarded for how I feel especially when every time I try to bring up my feelings its just a massive issue of her getting defensive and justifying treating me horribly.

I mean ffs the last post i posted made me realize ive been cheated on and i know I cant bring it up cause if i bring anything up from the past, no matter how long ago it was, im yelled at for lying and keeping things from her but I dont feel safe or secure to talk things out if this is how im recieved.

I really need to know what to do or if id be wrong so WIBTAH?