SOO!! First of all,i want to add that i was given unrestricted internet access very young - like actually so young,about 6 years old. Nobody checked what i watched. After learning how to read,i started making friends on the internet at about age 8. (İ learnt how to read at 7,didnt get any social media until 8,and it was Wattpad) Anyways,so,this led me to have an actively used Instagram account by 11. İm currently 15(F). İ met this girl,called Almira (10F) at the time,now 14,i was 11 when i met her. Anyways. We were really close friends and had so much fun. We dated for 2-3 months when i was 12 and she was 11 (stupid kids,she initiated it and kind of begged) and it ended when i said "i wish i never accepted to date you" in an argument. Over that. So,since then,a year after that,she started being really cold with me (keep in mind, through that year we were very flirty and almost like dating, though not.) and i was weirded out- because what the fuck? Turns out she got a lover and that dude wanted her to cut me off. She did. So,we fight,and we block each other. A year later,i contact her,it lasts a month and we fight again because of that dude and another 7-8 months of no contact. Guess who texts again? Me. 🥱 Stupid fuck. Anyways. İ text her. İ make her break up with him (he was manipulating and terrible towards her) and she does! Then,we start to flirt. Like,texting all night until morning,even flirting about sexual stuff (shit like saying i'd fuck with you if we ever met,sit on my face and such,corny but yeah.) and allat,but we didnt date. After that fucker,she had a fear of relationships or something? Well if she actually loved me,she would've dated me because.. WHO DOESNT WANNA DATE THE PERSON THEY LOVE?? anyway. Thats that,and idk. So,after about 6 months of this heavy flirting (we even made our favorite musicians into a rp and had them fuck,lmao,it was like self insert ocs.) she meets this girl after we had a fight. Huh. She turns completely to the new girl. Tells me not to worry. İ say okay. She gradually reduces her flirting,but still claims to love me? Whatever. They make a playlist together. Full of songs about sex and love,about 100 hours long? İ'll leave the link below to it. Anyways. İ ask her. She says its for a ship. When i corner her,she accepts that its for her and that girl and that they are flirting. İ fuck it up with her and start to curse on that girl. İts hell. Then she gets mad at me. We dont talk for a few days,because we need to chill. Wtvr. İ made stickers of the misspellings she made on the argument with my friend and had so much fun,and she saw it and blocked me. Great. İ have a fake account where i highkey manipulated her😭 fake account lives in siberia so i can just disappear for months and claim "oh,the internet was cut off,i couldnt access it" kinda shit. So,in this fake account,im mirroring the positive behaviors that the real me has and getting along with her so she associates my behaviors with friendliness. Right? İ manipulate her into unblocking me. She does. We talk. Shes cold,and when i tell her i wont do that again,she makes fun of me and says no. Then i go on to start counting every flaw of hers,how shes a cheater and her mom is correct not to love her,and how everything terrible that happens in her life is her fault nd sh.t We block up. İ see from the fake account that she got a depression lmao. Days later,she makes a valentine's day post with her new flirt. Well today,she untagged her from her bio and deleted that post. Seems they broke up. Please comment on everything lmao