(For some more info, I'm been s3lf harming for 6 years, I'm diagnosed with depression, OCD and an ED, I also have a history of SA causing hypersexuality)

So I 14F and my girlfriend 15F had an argument like most relationships do, due to the fact that she had been ignoring me ever since I admitted I was r@ped, I never wanted to tell her I was r@ped (not Abt the s3x in my last post)) but she begged to know why I was more upset than usual, afterwards she ignored me. About a week later I sent her a text saying that if she no longer wanted to be in a relationship with me that was okay but that I didn't appreciate being left on read, she responded in a snarky way telling me that she was done with my bullsh1t and I was confused so I asked why and she said she was tired of dealing with my issues, I explained that I told her I was difficult to be in a relationship with before we even started dating, long story short she yelled " IM FCKING 15 WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO ABOUT IT, MY MOTHER IS IN THE FCKING HOSPITAL SO IBE BEEN TOO BUSY TO WORRY ABOUT WHATEVER SLVTTY THINGS YOUVE BEEN UP TO" it took me awhile to respond but when I did I explained that I didn't know her mother was in the hospital, and I never expected her to do anything about my situation I just told her because she wanted to know, I also explained that I was pregnant from the r@pe and I was too scared to tell her in the fear that she'd ignore me even more. She also ended up calling me a vindictive, manipulative fcking cnt and she started calling me alot of very rude and upsetting names so I called her a disrespectful b*tch and that all I ever wanted was affection and she didn't need to explode on me, due to this situation I ended up relapsing and cvtting myself pretty badly, I didn't tell her this but she ended up saying that I probably cvt myself like the attention seeker I am.

I'm not too sure but aita?