For context, me and him have been on and off for 2 years in June and in January we decided it was time to give our relationship another shot. Also he recently started a job along with school and other stuff. He claims I'm acting weird because of the fact he got a job. I don't feel I've been acting different, just trying to be a peace for him if that makes sense. Anyways, with that being said recently he brought up that he was worried about me cheating, and I reassuraned him that I wasn't. We were good for a bit after that. I had my suspicions but I kept those to myself until Sunday (Easter). Prior to Sunday he had ignored me for 2 days straight because I made a inappropriate joke and I'm assuming he didn't wanna communicate. So with me being petty I thought hmm okay we're playing games so let's play them. I ignored him for 20 hours and within those 20 hours he had texted me saying that if I didn't answer him we were over. I went to hangout with my friends and they asked me what happened between me and him. I was so confused so I checked the messages and ran inside my house crying. I asked him to talk and he seened uninterested(note: I have bpd and no I'm not using it as a excuse, just thought it'd be appropriate to add). I called him sobbing, begging him to talk to me and tell me what was wrong. That's when he said out relationship had went to shit since he got his job. I apologized for being annoying about wanting to send time together and that I would stop. And then he said if I tell you something then I'm obligated to leave you. I said what's that mean? He said he couldn't tell me and I said that I already had a idea so just tell the truth. He said to tell him what I thought. So I told him I had a suspicion that he liked someone at school. At first he denied it but then he said he's trying to fight these feelings for her and that she doesn't like him back. I obviously began sobbing again and asked him if he still loved me and he said did I say that I didn't love you I just need time to think then he laughed about something and I asked why he was laughing and he said damn am I not allowed to look at what my friend sent me then he said he had to go watch his niece Easter egg hunt and I hung up and started crying more. I haven't talked to him since. And I see a future with him, his family loves me and always says I treat him good. I really love him I just don't know what to do or if I'm being a bitch by not wanting to leave him.