Aita for stalking the love of my life when we met again? (AN OC STORY. NOT REAL.) Context. Me 17 male recently saw ren, 18 non binary, at school. I grew up in a very abusive household, my dad would hit me and my mom. One day she got fed up, and k-lled him when I was 8. She cleaned his body up, and that's were I lernt how to clean blood. She was caught though and went to prison. I was sent to live with my grandma at 9, she is a old bitch. She hated the idea of me being her grandson, and despised me for my gender (I am born male) she made me wear dresses, and act female so she could act like she had a granddaughter instead. She s3xually assaulted me one day, and I slipped sleeping pills into her coffee. I ran away. I passed by a restaurant and saw Ren there (they were also a kid at the time) they were having fun, and laughing with their parents. I'm guessing some part of my brain got attached to them because of that affection I saw. I lived on the streets for a while, and I got a job. My boss, was very nice. He enrolled me into school, I went there and on my first day I noticed Ren again. Some part of me snapped a bit at seeing them again. That day, this girl named Adina, confessed her feelings for him. I have schizophrenia, and I started hearing voices, all of them were telling me to k-ll her. I shouted for her saying a teacher wanted to speak to her, when she got into the classroom, I don't know what came over me. I can't exactly describe what I did to her, but it was very gruesome. And let's just say, she doesn't have a heart to love anymore. I immediately realized what I had done, and ran to my best friend. Kyra 17 female. I told her what I had done and she comforted me, and said it was going to be okay. She said she was going to call me later, but she had plans currently. I waited that night for a text or a call. But nothing came through. Next day the news came out she had been mvrd3rd. This sent me over the edge of insanity, recently, I've left a plushie on rens door with a note, I've already seen this whole thing to the end, so I'm going to kidn@p rens bestfriend. And since I know what type of person Ren is, i know they'll go searching for them. And on the letter I left them, it had a date. I just know that they'll find out where their friend is on that date. And I'll knock them out, and keep them in my basement all for myself, I'll let their friend go I guess. I'll update you about it, anywho. AITA?