I hate myself. I have really bad acne on my cheeks, and nose. I try everything to get rid of it but nothing ever works. I dont understand how god can make me like this, like a ugly human being. Its worse when people ask about it and i always get looks of disgust but its not my fault i was just built like this and i hope people would understand it. At school everyone bullies me for my high pitched voice and they say i have hyper pigmentation on my cheeks. I feel like crying every single day and the ppl who do it str8 up admitted they enjoy bullying me. My mom always gets mad at me for my acne like saying i need to stop drinking sodas so much and do i think its cute to have this on my face. Am i so bad my own mother can’t accept me? Everybody says im handsome but i dont feel like that and i dont believe them one bit. I want to cut my face and die because i really hate myself but the bible says thou shall not hate but i do and god is against s—- but i wanna do it. Any advice?