Hi all. I’m not sure how to feel about what’s just happened. I know that I feel like an absolute asshole about this, however I need an outside opinion.

In late February of this year my now ex girlfriend broke up with me due to stress to do with important exams In the uk, and general mental health struggles in both ends.

I like to think that usually I am good at thinking about her side of the story, however sometimes the hurt side of me very easily gets the best of me and I say some things I know are regret and if she was to find out I know how destroyed I’d be.

Some nights ago, I said something along the lines of how I’d make her apologise if she is to come back. By some stroke of unfortunate luck, she had found out I had said that. We’re supposed to be no contact, however I haven’t kept it up amazingly.

Earlier tonight, I texted her. And she had told me she knew what I said and how do I think that made her feel. I already felt such guilt, but my hurt side still got the best of me. Now I feel awful. I can’t exactly remember what I said but I know it definetly was not nice.

If it doesn’t make sense at all, feel free to ask any questions. However if it does and you have opinions on it, tell me,

AITAH?