A few nights ago I (16F) had a really bad dream where someone at my school kept showing up in my rooms at every place (outside our city, this is important later) other than my house, saying they don’t want to see me to the hotel owners but then finding me and doing and saying really scary things.

They ended up telling everyone I was assaulting them and when I got back to school the media was there and everyone thought I was this really bad person. My dad lost his job because of that coverage. Everyone was asking me what I did and why even though I didn’t do anything. In one of those room that someone threatened to bash my head in and use my innards as hair dye. I woke up right before they came back with their friend group and sexually assaulted me while I was alone (I was alone quite often in my dream because of her weaponized networking.

I’m traumatized by this. I know it’s just a dream but I do think they are capable of a smaller scale thing like that. I cut them off last year because of the abusive things they were texting me and making me do, especially on trips outside of our city. So I think my dream was definitely trauma induced.

I also had it the night this person brought friends who also hurt me and I cut off to my arts night. The entire night they were walking by me saying hi in a bad tone and staring me down (this wasn’t just in my head because a group of girls came up to me and offered to stick together because I looked unsafe).

I’ve ignored their entire friend group and just kept my head down since. They’ve gotten angry at me for that now. They got a neutral party to tell me I’m alienating them for no reason (they don’t know about my dream). I am feeling bad because I’ve been feeling this way over something that happened in a dream, but I’m genuinely scared right now. Do I stay somewhat friendly with these people even when I don’t feel safe?

They actually have framed someone for assault before (a really sweet trans girl that literally just wants to fit in and doesn’t talk at all. She’s mute. One of them claims they have a restraining order but they were in the same class and advisor group last year so I don’t believe them. and I’m one of the only people that’s willing to communicate with her, and she confirmed it not being true. She wasn’t hurt by them afterwards but I’m scared because one of these people has asked me out before and gotten abnormally angry when I said no).

I don’t want to be like that. I’m scared and this person keeps finding a way to find me. I might be a little mean for this but i can’t bring myself to look at them anymore.