I need help

Me and my boyfriend were talking and the convo got spicy i guess😭 and he was like “haha we should invite (my male friend) to join us. Maybe we will all have fun” so i blocked him and then i added him back and apologised but he was like “dont take it so seriously. It was a joke” but it didnt seem like a joke.. 🙁

this isnt the first time hes talked about giving this friend a BJ he said “if i was gay i would suck (male friends name)”

Edit: i posted on another form abt this but idk what to do