[ Repost ] So, before ya all come at me, hear me out pls, so me(17f) and my friend group were sitting and chatting ...well they were...I was quiet uncomfortable with the topic, they were talking about sex and I'm not comfortable with that kind of talks, and yes, we do get proper sex education in school and I'm fine with it because that's education they're not talking about the poses or whatever whatever like my friends were, and to be fair I do have some strong opinions but I keep it to myself because I know that those are my opinions not facts, and my friends do know that I'm not comfortable with that kind of talk, but obviously I cannot ask them to stop it everytime that would be too much, so I either try to change the topic or just sit there if I cannot go away, but I do not contribute to the conversation going on.

So, yesterday we originally planned to study together but somehow ended up with the sex talk once again, now obviously I cannot just ask them to not talk about it each time that would be rude and inconsiderate of me to just walk away or ask them to stop every time they're talking about something that I'm not comfortable or do not agree with, so I stayed. But things got a bit too much when one of them( I'll call her Jessica, she's like known for hooking up, she wasn't always like that, atleast not when we first started being friends) started talking about it in like.....DETAILS..like every small thing about what her and her boyfriend did....So I got like really uncomfortable so I asked them if they can like tone down a bit you know....but then I felt like I'm being inconsiderate so I apologised and stayed, but then Jessica started to like ...I don't know what to name that...she said things like " you ( me) can't hear about those things because you're jealous and can't have it, you wanna do it but you act like you don't because you know nobody wants you", she kept on pointing out that I never had a guy before or I kissed anyone, that I'm undesirable and ugly, I asked her to stop, I did apologised for interrupting their conversation but she kept on going, and....I got mad too, so I just blurted " I may be a Virgin but atleast not half of the school has seen me naked" and I walked out, and now my friends want me to apologise to Jessica, AITAH?