TW. This story has a brief mention of rape

I 14 F have a firnd (15 F) who we will call H. I have k ow H since we were babys and have always been super close but in the past few years her behaviour has changed.

When I was was thirteen she told me she got a boyfriend he was seventeen years old she had only turned fourteen a month ago imminently I was uncomfortable with this and pleaded with her to end the relationship but she wouldn't she claimed he loved her. I won't go into detail but her ex boyfriend is going on a list for being a sexoffender and she had been raped. This deeply affected her mental health and I felt useless not being able to help her I felt like a bad friend.

But only a few months later after the situation with her and her ex she got a new boyfriend and imminently her behaviour changed she talked about her sex life bragging about it to me (I was still thirteen) When I told her to stop talking about it to me as it made me feel uncomfortable and she just laughed at me saying stuff like

"Like you would get a boyfriend I'm just telling you what you missing out on"

This hurt my feelings alot and I was mad she was acting like sleeping around at fourteen is normal I yelled at her saying it wasn't normal to be having sex at her age but she brushed me off saying it was fine as her current boyfriend at the time was the same age as her so 'Its technically legal' (Her words not mine)

Now three months ago her boyfriend broke up with her and they had a huge fight about it and mostly everyone at her academy took his side shes been refusing to go to school because people have been calling her a whore for having sex at fifteen. (She now currently fifteen and I am now fourteen)

But I was sent a video of her 'exposing her ex' were shes threatening him about telling his mum hes been smoking weed drinking alchol and then going into EXTREM detail about there sex life that's just disgusting.

I remebr watching the video for the first time I started crying shes one year older than me I always saw her as a role model but now it's all sex and drugs and ditching me for her newest boyfriend.

I just don't want to be around her anymore she constantly calls me fat as a joke and I like a good joke but CALLING ME FAT IS NOT FUNNY? I'm not even fat but if I'm eating with her she will always nudge me saying stuff like

"Jesus the food isn't going anywhere"

"If you eat anymore people will mistake you for a whale"

I can not stand it anymore

I hate the idea of sex it's scary I don't like its disgusting and I hate how she dose it when its illegal.

(In Scotland you have to be Sixteen to have legal sex)

SHE ALSO HAD ANOTHER NEW BOYFRIEND Who lives four hours away who she through on tiktok (Of all the places she could have met a guy tiktok doesn't even surprise me)

It makes me uncomfortable knowing shes having sex but shes had so many pregnancy scares that I'm worried about her and yet she never talks to me she didn't even stay for my fourteenth birthday She stayed for a hour and left to meet up with her boyfriend( Don't know which boyfriend it was) and didn't say to sing happy birthday to me.

I don't know if I should just try cut her out as she causes so much worry or stress Or saty with her pretending everything is ok

(Btw sorry if my English, speling and punctuation was all bad I suck at English)