It’s year 2023 someday in April we had a big project about W.W.2 and because I had a lot knowledge I wanted to make a poster about this guy named Schindler who saved many Jews in the war there is a movie about it. I really wanted to make a poster about it but I saw my class mate Maria (12F) who was a bit struggling with her project and I was having second thoughts about helping her with her project. And I did, she was happy that I gave her a hand and we started to know each other better and it was certain that we will be good friends.

After project we did become really good friends, we texted and played Minecraft almost every night that we could.

Its year 2024 and I wasn’t doing very well I started having depressions and thoughts of death Maria noticed quickly and said that I can trust her and I did and that’s were things got on wrong turn. You see I haven’t opened up to anyone until her and I didn’t realise that it was hurting her because I had a lot of anger inside of me. After that I felt a lot better but She didn’t as much.

After a while I started noticing that I had feelings for her and she started talking to Other guys I was jealous I didn’t knew Why she started ignoring me at school I thought I knew why, she didn’t want to be friends anymore at least that’s what I thought.

In November I texted a lot of bad things how she doesn’t cares about me. She replied that I am Ahole and she blocked me. After I released what I have done I tried to apologise she said she doesn’t care We haven’t talked in 6 months.