I apologize for misspellings english isn't my best language Also this was rushed and a random account since I didn't wanna post this on my main

So for context I'm 25 (intersex but male identifying) my husband and I were recently married he is 28 and I love him a lot... Around 7 months ago I figured out I was pregnant I've been on birth control so I didn't know how this happened but uhm... Anyway so I've decided I really don't want him to see me in pain he's sensitive and I know labor hurts not from my own experience I've never produced life yk.. So I don't really want him in the room i feel bad because he's the sweetest boy ever and I'm not sure how he'll react.. I know he respects me so it'll probably go okay with labor and stuff.. I'm excited but nervous and my family is telling me I'm a complete asshole for not wanting my husband in the labor room I've been getting angry texts so I blocked my family members on everything, something I should have done years ago considering my not so pleasant childhood.. So yeah. Thats my situation and I'm just wondering am I an asshole for this?