Long story short last week I came in my eye while masterbating. I ended up going blind in my left eye. Kinda. I got some eye drops which helped but I told my dad about it and he told my cousin who I’m so very jealous of. They have been making fun of me. In a joking way. But I lost it because I’m still scared and felt like they weren’t taking me serious. Now they won’t talk to me. Am I the ass hole?