Im turning 20 this year but she just turned 17. We were 16-19 last year-ik its even worse but i was naive, she was too perfect and i love her. We are in long distance so i couldn't feel the age gap much as texts is all we exchange and I'm not a guy who forces or pressures into sexual stuffs-thats not the problem-Just the age gap alone, i brought this up once but since we both thought it'll be ok as we age more we left it there itself around 6months back.

Now that im turning 20, realising im in love with a highschool girl where as ive graduated is idk feels bad. I again took this to her but shes adamant-she agrees that the age is little weird but not as worse as 5,10. She didn't want me to leave her or to lose me. When we meet we would both be 20+ theres nothing wrong and also Next year she'll turns 18 so it'll be okay she said. But even then ill be 21 and she would still be 18. The fact that ill be in my twenties and thinking about her waiting for her to age is Idk why i find it weird. I love her and feel for her but idk i feel like im pedo. I sent a paragraph, deleted her photos, sent a recording of deleting the photos to make her feel safe and deleted chats then blocked her. Did i make the right decision? If not please open my eyes.