I 15 transgender male and my cousins 10 m and 21 f were in a group chat together. I recently started testosterone and one side effect is the emotional roll coaster. I explained to both that my emotional State can't deal with bull shit. Yesterday I had gotten used by my now ex. My 10 year old cousin said I told u so in many long paragraph ways. I said not the time rub it in later I need time to heal. He repeatedly went at it, next thing u know we arguing and then I blocked him. The thing is I am highly mature and normally I would just shrug the situation off and not have said anything at all. The way I snapped was not like me and I felt terrible. The next day , he apologized, I said ok but due to my emotional state I would rather be alone so I don't hurt anyone. My other cousin 21, said it's just an excuse and your overreacting. Completely ignoring the fact it's like ww3 in my body with both my hormones. And I tried to explain to her but she got mad and just left the gc. It's not an excuse for what I did but makes me realize I need to be alone so I don't get upset and hurt anyone. Am I the ass hole.