I (23)fm just found out my husband (28) has been on pills for the past 7 months and I want leave him. . I actually was planning on leaving him before this though, I’ve been at my mom’s house for a month already. But today we started talking again and decided to try again and were talking about honesty. Which were the reason for a lot of our fight because he has a tendency to lie and lying triggers tf out of me. He started crying and told me he’s been doing pills since he started his job and that’s where all of his money has been going, why he’s been on his game for like 24 hrs straight all the time , and why we weren’t intimate. He made me believe all our relationship problems were my fault all this time and then admitted it was because he was on pills. He started a new job 7 months ago for the railroad. I noticed he was playing his game a lottt more and had like tunnel vision on it and we were fighting a bit more but I chalked it up to him being stressed about work. He also lost like 30-40 pounds but he would tell me it’s from walking all day at work. He says he’s clean now but he’s acting irrationally so I really don’t think so. He has also been addicted to them before way b4 me