I was talking to this girl I like and I have been told I have communication issues, like notifying her that something I ordered for her is coming late, that I couldn’t make it on time and I would have to be a bit late, that I didn’t have money to pay something off in time but I will on x day etc, I’m well aware of this but I always felt it was difficult to communicate with her because of her reactions were always negative, I know what my issue is but sometimes I freeze and I can’t say the words, and I’m not sure if her reacting the way she does make it valid for me to be difficult to communicate or if it’s all my fault, later then I told her about the reason I feel like I can’t communicate and I got called narcissistic because of making her feel like it was her fault that I couldn’t communicate, she didn’t want to hear any of that, please help.