I (F 13) was raised by my mother and my grandmother, my grandmother took care of me while my mother worked, my mother sometimes beat me because I was slow to eat and when the school sent me a complaint about talking, my grandmother was normal but she has already hit me once or twice. It was like that until I was 6 years old, it changed, when my mother married my stepfather, he is more of a father than my biological father who only sends a pension but is not present in my life and lives in another city, the last time I saw him I was 4 years old.

My stepfather has always loved me and helps me when my mother freaks out here at home, and he is the one who supports our house, he has always treated me like a daughter and loves me very much. My mother yells and fights a lot and hits me infrequently, last year she only hit me twice, she is angry and ignorant and often makes me cry and feel bad, however, I'm sure she loves me a lot, but I can't stand it.

My mother wants to divorce my stepfather, because she can't stand him anymore, but she doesn't realize that the problem is her, she is extremely clueless, it seems like she hates him, a toxic relationship since forever. I'm not sure if she will go through with it, my father feels bad and cries when she fights with him and when my mother hit me, my father fought with her and said not to do this anymore, if they get divorced I want to live with my father, but as he is not biological, it will be very difficult.

He has already said that he wants me and my younger brother (M 5) to live with him, I don't know if there is a chance I can live with him, but my brother, who is his biological son, will definitely stay because he has income and can take care of him since he is in the process of retiring, my mother has no income and is impatient and fights a lot with me and my brother, he cries when they two fight, but my mother doesn't care about that.

I'm emotionally exhausted, I don't know what to do. I'm just sure I don't want to live with my mother.