my bf was with his ex for five months . Was his first relationship and first time having sex with someone. and he gave her $1400 bc I gather he wanted sex from her that’s how she set things up (she used to do only fans) and he also gave her more money to help her pay her rent when she asked . her friend told me this …I feel like I view him differently . He was with her for a few months and gave her that much money for sex with his own gf at the time . 1. Im comparing if my pussy is good because he doesn’t ever give me money, he actually owes me $400, and he complains that we should stop spending(we don’t spend) he doesn’t take me on dates). He doesn’t buy me anything. He took her on so many dates and spent a lot on her . They went to a few cities and expensive places. And he’s never done anything like that for me . I am grateful for him alone . I just wonder … is a girl that use him more deserving than me ? He is my first body and first boyfriend. They were only together a short time and he spent so much for her and did so much together and gave her 1,400. I am a hard worker and I am very loving to him . She hit him and was toxic… am I not good enough? Is he pitiful for paying his own gf at the time money for sex ? I don’t know how to view him or what to think of him or of myself. Should I not give him sex until he treats me better ? What if I try and do what she did and it doesn’t work ? He gave her so much money and I’m wondering if my pussy would make him want to do the same or more ?…I don’t want the money I just want to know if I’m good enough or better . I’m so confused he’s never treated me like he did her and I’ve been with him for a year . I feel like the act itself was pathetic to have given your own partner money to have sex with them.