So last week, celebrating my birthday and Easter dinner with my family. I’m introverted, quiet but kind of assholeish as I have no filter and say things that always come out wrong. I have always felt second rate to my family as my feelings never matter, nobody listens to me when it comes to anything so I get annoyed rather easily, even feel my brother in law is my dads son that he never had. (Context for my mindset) Well my sister was quite drunk at the get together and just blabbed all night long, would not stop talking, which is fine but for me I was overwhelmed. We finally sit down to dinner and we’re eating and my mother brings up the fact they paid for cremation so we won’t have to worry about it when the time comes. My parent’s health are on the decline and I know it’s inevitable but it’s a touchy subject for me. My sister is blabbing on about it and then asks where they want to be spread but she’s having a hard time because she is so drunk. I ask her to not talk about this right now several times only to be dismissed by my family and she continues, I say you talk about it I’m leaving and ask if she’s done, glares at me asks if I am done and to just leave basically without saying leave. So I get up say yep I’m done and leave and head home. Nobody tried to stop me and nobody even messaged me to come back at all. I felt bad for leaving but I was honestly so upset over this whole thing. We’re supposed to be celebrating my birthday and Easter not talking about the death of my parents. AITAH? Because I’m broken and starting to think I was completely in the wrong and not feeling ok over this. 😞