Second post

So thanks to a very understanding comment from my last post (seriously, thank you) my wife and I have gone to counseling.

We had some very deep conversations about us, trust, and what our expectations were. We were lucky enough to find a really good therapist very soon.

It hasn't been that long, but I actually feel like our relationship is stronger than ever.

I apoligized to her profusely for what I said to her, i recognized that is was needlessly hurtful, and she apoligized for lying about it, she recognized she did hide this from me.

We cried, we hugged, we talked.

We have gotten closer than ever now. We talk more openly about our feelings, and well... both our sex drives have gone up a lot.

It's hard to explain, but it feels like we broke through a barrier neither of use knew was there.

I don't feel... upset anymore. My heart feels lighter. It felt like a grip had just let go of it. My wife says she feels the same.

Idk. I feel really good now. And I feel like I fell in love with my wife all over again.